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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on Aug 29, 2010 8:13:19 GMT -5
The Wake for Allison will be @ 2135 Chouteau st 63103 off Grand 1-3 PM for those of you who new her or if you just want to help her Mother June LaBarbera Out . it is again another Sunday & in ST.Louis I Listen to KSHE 95 FM - the classic show , you can find that @ kshe95.com - right now they are playing Allen Parsons thus walk the raven nevermore , I Pray more for the grieving than the dead . But I Sure will miss this one - she could shatter your bones trading punches , Alli was all about attitude - I feel bad for her Mom & 5 Kids QC Allison R.I.P
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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on Sept 2, 2010 9:31:42 GMT -5
There are no words i can say , nor actions i can take to bring back the dead or fill the void in the hearts of those affected by a persons death . i can console you , the thing is hey your life has to go on , my loss had some closure & that has helped very much - regardless the reason behind the deaths of my friends & family . Life must go on for the living , I found out on the way to the wake for my 38 year old cousin that my best friend killed himself on Aug 3rd - he is/was a member here on this forum , i will be placing a notice for my friend James Borak / Jimbo . i will try to be here to Admin the forum as much as i can - These friends would say Get Over it - just getting past it is good enough for me , and i do know many of you reading this are suffering from the loss of a loved one also - I pray for you QC
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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on Sept 4, 2010 13:09:22 GMT -5
Hi Everyone , i,m Here on the slow azz Dial Up once again . it is too slow - I sure hope the wind blows my way or i might go sit at relatives homes wiFi enabled , it's still like a nightmare , i keep waiting to see , call or hear from these people , the fire is still under investigation & in 6 weeks all the liver blood work on the fire victims will be back , it takes that long when they are looking at what was in the blood at TOD . No signs that were large enough to say the dead can communicate from the afterlife yet , bought a new car battery but i thing i have a bad voltage regulator , regardless i,m keeping both so i can test car stereo's on the old one . I,m soo in depression , i wish a raver would drop sunshine on me , say a prayer QC
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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on Sept 7, 2010 14:02:33 GMT -5
Well i,m in very much pain from putting the hurt on myself , by drinking , sure you can get the car there , but how do you get it back ? I made a stink when my Mom drove me back home & my car was not there - i was screaming to get my car back in it's spot . Mom Had to body slam me because 3 guys wanted to kick my butt , i never seen the 3 guys , we was coming back from a party for Allison & the Labor Day BBQ thing , i spent too much on booze & i got trashed , this was the 10th black shirt my Mom tore up . I guess i was just upset about not having my car back with me . so now three guys want to kick my butt , and i,m low on money & i have more busted bones and my back is out - but my intentions were all good QC
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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on Sept 9, 2010 11:46:29 GMT -5
3 hours sleep , i,m out of smokes , water , soda , food . I can not turn my neck left our right to drive , i,m aware of the fires , I got a bunch of people praying . I should never touch a beer again if this is what happens when i do , even when it's for a wake party . I know the cards are not playing well , but like i said - i need a sports writer for this forum , it's a Friday the 10th lets see if this church pastor burns these books . why don't he just send the books to Pakistan , i,m sure they need them . If your faith is hurt by a book burning there is something wrong with you or your faith . this is America , you can burn anything you want here if the fire marshals allow that . Let's get past it QC
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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on Oct 3, 2010 8:11:46 GMT -5
Got to watch my car with a shotgun out the window , i,m an old man who hardly drives it & there have been several attempt's to steal it . somebody hijacked my deceased good friend Jimbo's yahoo email . many people i want to hang out with are in jail , married in church or Dead but oh well Tired of the pity party . R.I.P Dead is Dead , and i,m not going to get to see these people i love so much . I sure found out that goodbye is hard & how much a part of me went with these people . anyway there are some more happy stuff on TQB to look at - the Members here are great , ya know we got the Chatzy Boxes & we use them . lot's of Members here Personal Message Me , it's like pretty cool here , feel free to look around until the purple helps your mood QC
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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on Oct 16, 2010 2:00:17 GMT -5
I keep getting wigged /whacked out dudes checking out my car , it's pis*ing me off . the day's have been long & it's getting colder . I,m going to have to hit up the Church for food , i owe the IRS $1238.0 supposedly for not claiming gambling losses from 07 . they say i might be able to prove i lost much more that year witch might cut it down - i,m not a professional gambler . had the car almost two years no Oil Change yet . had my shoes about that long too , nobody has been buying computers . I'll most likely never sell the vintage ones , but these ones that would do a nice { fair} job online I'll have to keep trying to sell those . it took awhile to see the dead in my dreams , but they showed up & are someplace . it would be nice to have a lucky break & have money & health come rolling in , I,m Thinking it has to do with one's outlook as to the way things turn out . I have 9 tons of stuff . I pray nobody die's and leaves more stuff - that includes me - as i would not want to burden my loved ones while they grieve , guess i,m like one of those roadshow pickers - too much stuff , i had a pile of stuff fall & lost a lot of parts = $ , my parents are yelling at me & i,m in pain but things are getting better - slowly QC i need shelving .
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Post by bluerose on Oct 21, 2010 18:40:27 GMT -5
Hey QC one day at a time man keep your stick on the ice eh? Talking about food banks mine wants a photocopy of my to see if I am entilted to there crappy hand outs that I still have to pay 3 bucks for guess you cannot look a gift horse in the mouth? I have to go help my neighbor but thinking of you GOD BLESS YOU QC
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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on Oct 23, 2010 18:07:53 GMT -5
Our food Banks want your lats bill they photo copy your Drivers License , I got sick from some food i just ate . things are bad , but could be worse , i owe the IRS $1200.00 , they are going to have to take small payments , it's very hard to live on the small income i get . i quit soda and alcohol and lost 14 pounds , had the car 2 years now and still can't afford an Oil Change QC
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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on Oct 28, 2010 14:31:22 GMT -5
Man the weather folks are wrong we are having thunderstorms , i,m having a better day having had cleaner food and sticking to my Meds , i know i need the oil changed , but it was Sunday - Hey i had good music , some time on facebook , some time at proboards , checked the Email , got a few chores done and had a nice afternoon nap , i saw a nice blue whale on TV , also i caught up on the news , some 16 year old girl drove her car into water and died , that was very bad news , there was a cross dressing bank robber that keeps getting away , mostly watching TV , i had bad food poisoning yesterday , i,m feeling a little better now , the stress of money is still on my mind , everyone is telling me to give it to Jesus , so i guess i will & at least the worry seems to fade -got my car insurance dropped $11.00 a mo. ho boy , still $128.89 , my Dr. wants me to take sugar readings 4 times a day & pills 4 times a day , Allison's daughter was hit by a hit and run driver - hurt leg but she can still walk - ya live life to the fullest QC
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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on Dec 10, 2010 15:34:40 GMT -5
Well i quit buying computers only because i have no more room or money to invest in them , i got ganked for two cell phones and had a Guitar string broken on me - i had to buy the cheaper $8.00 tracfone - then i found out that i could have saved the $8.00 by using one of the better tracfones in my collection , so even if i see phones for two or three bucks i quit buying them , i have over 300 & Mom's just had to come pick up 3 boxes of the stuff i want to hang onto and not have just sitting around , i do not know how to pay for Christmas , i guess whatever i get , i will re gift to my daughter , i,m very sick from sleeping with all those cell phones under my feet for 3 years , and smoking , it's going to get colder by Sunday & Monday QC
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Post by bluerose on Dec 19, 2010 4:26:39 GMT -5
Hi Qc Wishing you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year,I hope things get better for you in 2011. Do you know why Santa wares red? because you get into the red doing the xmas thing. Well I have some goodies baked and prezzies for my famly so the holidays will be ok. Charlie you need to frequent a freebie board where they post free stuff,coupons, and deals it will realy help you out. you have to go there everyday to catch the deals.being you live in the U.S.A. you have lots of stuff you can get and even when there just samples like for face cream well put them aside and they make great stocking stuffers. I just recieved in the mail a coupon for a free bottle of shampoo My best deals in 2010 where 2 free cans of coffee,30 bucks of free meat,a contets win of 100.00 bucks of free tea,deals where loads of body wash a coupon buy 3 products get 9.00 off price on sale cost me a couple of bucks makes a good present. ok I use widows xp home edition has worked well for me. Take care Charlie ..... absurdly cool freebie finder absurdlycool.com/
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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on Dec 19, 2010 9:18:30 GMT -5
Well that does sound positive bluerose . i don't even have a printer hooked up to the computers i use to get online , that is why i like thumb drives so much , i like data i can move to the other computers to print - thanks for the post & Merry Christmas to you & yours , in 2011 i will head your advice , because Now i know why Santa wheres Red - Ho Ho Ho ;D QC Attachments:
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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on Dec 30, 2010 15:58:31 GMT -5
Guys often have to work a little harder , 3D Printers are freaking me out , ha ha , i love printing shirts . I am breaking down a load of hurt & just trying to enjoy my age and enjoy the growing amounts of computer power . i miss those who have passed , i want some ... aint getting any , Merry Christmas , Happy Holidays , Have a Great New Year , Join my Facebook , Vote for our forum TQB , I think i can grow into this new year , lot's of effort to stay out of pain . want to meet a decent Lady .. come on you might be the one ? Congrats to the Mods and Admin Here , you guys & Girls helping this forum need that recognition , Love you folks & go into the New year with Love & Peace in your Heart QC Attachments:
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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on Jan 10, 2011 12:43:33 GMT -5
Well it has taken awhile to add another Blog entry . still have not got the oil changed , but it seems to start & run , 4th year on this pair of shoes , the electric & House Gas has broke me , i got a shower , first since right before Christmas , gave all the bedding to Mom's & put down new ones , feels great to be cleaner , I cried a lot after hearing about the shootings this mental case has done , the worst part was hearing the father of the 9 year old talk about his daughter , if i had 5 min's alone with this guy ...... anyway i have my own life tragedy's going on , like 800 liver strokes a day , no food , too many out dated computers up for sale and no one is buying them , i do not even have a place left to show one on a bench working , there are good things , the Christmas & New Years helped out , it was great to see family , i tried very hard to smile & look at ease but i have this look of terror on my face because of lung & liver damage & the Type 2 diabetes , i thank God my #'s have gone lower , i,m still up for finding a date , the whole month i hardly used electric yet i still had a $65.98 Bill , no Gas money for the car , maybe next week ... I,m Still having mass depression about that shooting , it is going to be 5 * degrees , and snow , i will turn up the heat but i,m not sure how the Gas Bill will get paid , i guess i'll have to scrap some older P1 computers for the metal , in any case that is what is going on with Quaalude , i,m grateful TQB is put putting along , I,m very happy for the new members , Thanks to the Staff & Proboards for all the Help & We are looking forward to your posts QC I just found out that ZZ Top was not Singing about a Real Pearl Necklace !
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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on Feb 9, 2011 7:44:18 GMT -5
Well it's been awhile , i just got back from Facebook , Seems to be all the rage These Daze , Hope you are safe & Warm , Look after your ppl in this Weather , I,m Bolted in for a Few Day's , I found a Pretty Girl With a nice Personality to Chat With on FB , I only hope it leads to a Sweeter TQB . well someone called my Cell Phone & wasted a dollar , then the nice girl called and i was trying to load Farmville for over an hour & a half on this Dial Up , i was already bummed out because i had 2 friends die this week , and i took it out on the nice girl because after 3 min's another .75 cents is gone , needless to say she told me not to contact her , so i just blocked her , I,m freaking miserable & trapped in Snow & ICE , all i had to do was be nice , but this girl gets $1250.00 a month child support & she has a job , I live on $655.00 a month & ppl just don't understand , i have had the same shoes for 4 years and i bought my car 3 years ago and can't get an oil change , i think i,m better off single QC Attachments:
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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on Feb 10, 2011 23:29:12 GMT -5
well , it's Today Now & we must keep moving forward . it's going to warm up here but our streets are like ICE Skating rinks in my area and the city is not salting , i have taken a spill & i seen others take a spill , watching TV or listening to Radio we only get so much of the truth , here at TQB we try to stress the real truth . I feel for those of you who struggle for democracy and freedom , those here at home and those around the world . any persons pain is there own , we are lucky when another person even tries to understand ones pain . I encourage you to start a Blog here at TQB and tell of your strife or lack of it . as I am sure there are folks who live a Stress Free Life , as for me I have some Strife , Somehow the Lord hears me and makes it at least bearable , yes there are times i feel I can not go on , but I push forward , I hope that you can also QC
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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on Feb 18, 2011 23:38:37 GMT -5
after having a bad Thursday night into Friday morning , my sugar has stabilized , watching the TV News , I have noticed that after the large sun flare it seems people are uprising all over the place , you know People want Unions for Firefighters & Teachers , People want to dethrone Dictators , I stand with the poor & middle class People in all Lands , in all Nations , People deserve to work & be worry free , it all starts Local & then go's Global , there is suffering each day , every morning the local news is bad , Goodness starts in the hearts of people . The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the inequities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he who, in the name of charity and good will, shepherds the weak through the valley of the darkness, for he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children , I still hold the doors open & put the seat back down , no mater how trashed i have ever gotten , i would never disrespect other people trying to enjoy peace , I think that if in your heart you would want the same for a stranger as you would your family , you will not do wrong to others , everyday I do my best to abide by the 10 commandments & I follow the computer collectors code of conduct - this I Think will help save the world QC www.theoldcomputer.com/CCCC.htm
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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on Mar 10, 2011 11:03:39 GMT -5
Hi , glad to see some new Members & some posting persons . just wanted to welcome you to TQB & hope that you have a great time here , we have a nice Hangman Game & will be adding more Games Soon , I,m wondering it really bites to be on Dial Up these 15 years , even if I had the $879.00 IPad I,m in a WiFi Dead Zone so it would not Help Me & I just can't seem to sell these 700+ Desktops , I keep spending $48.99 for WiFi Receivers and see the 15 or more Pad Locked Networks , even though they raised the Rent $11.00 a month ppl still come put trash in the cans from miles around leaving no room for the tenants here & I,m getting so sick i can hardly take the trash out & every month i,m alive costs $1100.00 & I only get $655.00 & have to have a payee manage that , somehow I keep Going QC
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