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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on Apr 15, 2008 13:22:08 GMT -5
I was eating Lot's o Sugar - but then i went and Drank - That was Friday the Last time i went # two , it's now Tuesday afternoon - i,m feeling like i have to go - so i,m off to try - if i can't go i'll have to get to the Hospital , my pee is very Dark Too  QC |
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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on Apr 16, 2008 3:53:22 GMT -5
at Least i Asked my Family to take my Keys and i waited till i was Sober - i,m now 75 hours Dry and moving into a place where i will not be able to afford to Drink - so basically i have Quit , I found Out my Body can not handle Drinking anymore , i,m moving in next door to an old Friend - a 44 year old Red Headed Girl - i,m getting a Faster connection , and will be Adding more Staff Here at TQB - If you could Only pick up wisdom from Others mistakes - this would be a better World - for those that can - Thats Good Because you will not have to feel so much Pain - Hey i have nothing but Good Hopes for Those with or without the Ill's of Being a Drunk - Wet or Dry . You'll know when to Stay Dry  QC |
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Post by bluerose on Apr 16, 2008 5:36:42 GMT -5
Morning pee is allways dark QC  lol Me its smoking I smoke way to much and it will probably kill me. So new digs QC cool hope it works out for you. Ya well I am so angry at cable,phone and ect companies taking all my money that I am downsizing and will be on dial up starting next month. |
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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on Apr 16, 2008 9:15:58 GMT -5
Hi bluerose , you have been an inspiration , i hope you will Visit Here on Dial Up , even though it all take Longer to Load up , ya know i built this whole Place on Dial up - Thats why my Eye's Hurt so Bad -LoL , I know what you mean - Money is Going to be Tight When i make this Move - and - The way i Get Here and Run TQB will Change a Bit , I understand that you can Have Fun Sober - In Fact - it's more of a Danger to be The Drunk who can Hurt his or her self or Others - Thank you for The Support , i hope if you get a Dial Up Provider - you get a fairly fast connection QC |
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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on Apr 23, 2008 22:09:06 GMT -5
Hello members and Staff - i have no internet but i have a new Home And a Wonderful Girl who Loves Loving Me , i,m keeping this Forum i will have internet soon , i,m asking my Staff to Please Help Curb Spam , Lock it Down if you need too . i thank u all for your interest in this Forum , i can not a Do much . i,m in Love and it's Spring - i got a Life - but i Love all you Quaalude Board Members And Staff i,m Out having my Time , it's nice  QC |
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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on May 18, 2008 21:35:15 GMT -5
I,m Sort of in and out Folks as i have just moved - i,m living next Door to a Red Head -i have the hots for - but i,m working like a Dog to get my little bit o hugs so .. i,m watching my stuff - my back - and i,m asking for Prayers - you all know i,m a God Fearing Man - and he has Blessed me with a lot QC |
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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on May 18, 2008 21:36:42 GMT -5
if you post photos of Candy i,m going to start to wonder about ya - ke he he QC |
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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on May 30, 2008 1:21:44 GMT -5
had my Front plate Stolen , i saw the guy smiling as he had the screws and plate - i yelled fu but they got away , i too had 3rd degree sunburn and i Blew up about Dial up and - all my other problems - and she gave the ring back and said i freaked her and her kid out by blowing up , i reported the plate to the cops they gave me a report # , i have no idea where this relationship is & i,m sad - and my back burns very bad , we are not talking and my anger was not toward her , it was about the last 8 years of living in that Basement on Dial up having sunburn and all the wasted $ i mean she added $7.00 to insure the phone line , thats DSL right there , her kid eats 20+ ice Creams a Day , and we never can show affection around her kid and the kid won't sleep . theres very little Giving and she's into me over $450.00 i want to say f**k this nuts - i want a Relationship with my Daughter Sarah , i,m getting my Oil Change near her flat so I'm going to go see my Daughter . Her kid has a fit if i use her ash tray - so i have to use my own - i was Looking for Something I'll never find with this Woman . I should Drive around and find a Better Woman , i Really Felt like shooting my Head off Today - i,m not going to do that though - so don't worry - Every night i hear gunfire here and Drunks Cursing - i,m Just severely sunburned and Depressed   QC |
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Post by bluerose on May 30, 2008 6:38:32 GMT -5
Oh My Q.C. what a terrible last few days you have had. Its all bad and over now. So focus on whats most important for you and zen yourself out on the moment.  |
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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on Jun 1, 2008 3:21:15 GMT -5
Well , i,m in Hell , my Life Really Sucks in all the Important areas , This Girl took me for a $500.00 + ride and is a Hot liner - cop calling on the rag Bitch - i want nothing to do with her any longer and we have been friends for years but the sex and lack there of , and our Arguing killed the Friendship - the relationship and now i have a year lease next door to the bitch from hell and all my stuff is here - my mother has COPD and i feel very used , Heartbroke and i do not trust her . if i had the Grip - and a place to move or if i just moved a Real Girlfriend in here i might just be able to make it .But we all have our Problems - things Could be much worse , i lost $87.00 of my $105.00 that i had left from working and getting sunburn at the casino on top of all of this , at least i have a few beers my car is locked and parked in view of my bathroom window 200 Ft form here with 3/4's of a tank - i have no money for my cell Phone and my oil change but , i,m here somehow - God be with me QC |
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Post by ღ Kimberley ღ on Jun 1, 2008 5:50:20 GMT -5
Sorry to hear it ended so horribly but I know you deserve better and you know how I feel on this. I say good riddens and now you can enjoy some you time in your own place ;D
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Post by bluerose on Jun 1, 2008 12:49:30 GMT -5
QC Get rid of the beer too. Sorry to hear about all the sad and rotten stuff thats happening. Keep yourself together man. XXOO |
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Post by audreydi on Jun 1, 2008 13:18:38 GMT -5
I think you are safer living in your moms basement with her B.F. at least you have your own peace.I would rather live in a box than do what the world says by living outside the box ,there are too many wierd minds out there to deal with.SO BE IT.
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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on Jun 2, 2008 0:09:07 GMT -5
I agree , but i already signed a year Lease , i,m upset - i feel used up . but all i can do is keep moving in my stuff and stay a month in advanced - live with no Gas , i have 8 tons of stuff here so far , and i need more shelving - if i find a decent girl i can share the lease with - that would be great , but seeing what i been through - i don't trust anyone  QC ................. .........,--~’’’’¯¯¯ ..’-,...¯’’~’’~--,, ................ ...,-‘’’¯~, ....’- ...... ............... ....\-, ....... ......,-‘_¯, ........................ ............, ........’~, ........ ..,-‘ ... ....................... ...........,-;’,,,,_ ........’-,, ....... ,-‘_, ........____ ............... ....,-‘ ..° ....’-, ......,°.; ..... ,-‘ .............,,,---,,, ............ ......|,,--~’’’’’’¯I .....,’ .... ,;,_ .........,-‘ ....° ..,,;, ..........’-, .’~,_ ....,-‘’ ....,’ . ,--; .............|,,--~’’’ ....| ...........-‘ ........¯¯ ......,’ ..;,°;, ............’-,_ ......,,-‘ .........._,,;- ......... ...,-‘ .......’~, .............’’’’’’’’’ ...........-‘’ ,-‘ ..........,,~’ ............’~-, ................ ............... .....,,-~’ .................... ‘~--,,,,_______,,,,-~’’’’ |
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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on Aug 19, 2008 22:21:08 GMT -5
Well the Red Head Still Bothers me after taking me for more than a Grand - she thinks She can ask for Money - i will not give her a cent or answer my Door - she keeps Dropping notes in my Mail saying i Owe Her - Witch is B*llS8Hit - it makes me Stress Out & Bothers my Whole Family - (i,m Hiding From Her) - I Been Told to Pray .  I Guess I'll Keep Praying ! -  QC i,m Paying to Store my Stuff i never Stay there - i sleep at friends or my Moms or in my car - i Hope i can Save my Grip and get outa the Lease & Move - or if i hide from her Long Enough Maybe she will get herself kicked Out Before i do ! and i can have Peace - no i really just want to move but i had 20 fellas that i paid lot's of money to move 400 Desktops up there - my Computers are costing me money i can never make back - Storage - i felt more at Peace when i Lived out of a Back Pack . Sadness  |
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Post by bluerose on Aug 24, 2008 10:13:18 GMT -5
Well Qc good luck |
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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on Sept 1, 2008 15:42:41 GMT -5
Thanks I'll Take all i can Get - But Hey it's my Party Time - Well i have an oz o Great Green Flowers , a 12 pack o Smirinoff ICE , Some Cigarettes , My Rent is Paid Up Till Halloween , my Car Insurance is all Paid Up ,my Phone Bill is Paid, I Got my Script of Vic's and Mothers Little Helpers , Theres a Drunk Girl Passed Out Naked on my Floor - So i Guess Things are Alright QC |
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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on Sept 3, 2008 23:47:10 GMT -5
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Post by ۞Quaalude™۞ on Oct 4, 2008 18:40:52 GMT -5
This Morning we Had a Great Fog in my Area - i did not think to take pic's - But it was amazing - i recently found Out MR. Clean Has Died and another Motown Doo Wap Writer - Singer - i have Been Busy Cleaning my Apartment - a Cousin has been staying and helping with things - i did sell one computer and had the Gas turned on - now i might have trouble paying that off but they said they would work with me - all my other bills are paid up & rent for 2 months - it's all about being Quiet now & not getting Evicted - so i Wrote a Poem Quiet Hour witch i will post in the poetry section latter , we picked up some old computers i have not looked at as of yet - but that gives me more things to do to keep my mind occupied - i was Glad to see we had some folks Posting and even our Advertising Members had some decent Posts - if your Hereto Advertise - it's Great but if you get the Chance join in the other areas with Regular members - i,m sure that can only help get your advertisement Read by Members Here for other Reasons - after the daunting task of Removing unwanted Spam from the Forum - i was tired - Look if you Really need to Spam we Have a Section for that - Please Limit the amount of Spam you have to post as it crouds out the other Spammers in that section - Thanks and i hope everyone has a Great Fall and October QC |
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lol Me its smoking I smoke way to much and it will probably kill me. So new digs QC cool hope it works out for you. Ya well I am so angry at cable,phone and ect companies taking all my money that I am downsizing and will be on dial up starting next month.
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